a nOte tO mY cRAzY...

oh my love,

I don't know how you can make me so angry and happy at the same time,

I don't know how you have everyone you know wrapped around your little finger,

I don't know how everytime we go to the store you wind up with a new toy, even though Mama said "No toys if you are not good" Well you were not good and somehow you still have the toy

I don't know how just by talking to your lil sister you can make her stop crying instantly and put a huge smile on her face.

I don't know how everynight you talk me into just one morw episode of Dora and one more cup of juice

I don't know how you make me laugh so hard that I am crying just by saying two words.

I don't know how you know how you got so organized and such a clean freak

But most of all....

I don't know what I did to deserve such a perfect little girl who loves me so much!

I LOVE YOU MY CRAZY

don't stop being you EVER!

XOXOXOXO,

Mama

i Am bACk....

It has been the craziest couple of months. So I will get right to it..

Halle: Is talking like crazy! She still LOVES Dora and loves helping with her little sister. She is miss independent and everything is "I do it, mama" Unless it has something to do with finding her Bink (binky) or Pink (her blankie). ME: "Halle go get Pink and Bink so we can go." HALLE: "NO, Mama find it" ME: "No, Halle find it or we'll leave it here" HALLE: "NOOOOOO!! Mama find Bink an Pink". Of course by the end I end up finding it cause I know what will happen if we leave without it. This also happens with her juice and asking her to get a diaper.

Halle has also been trying everything imaginable to avoid going to bed, ME: "K Halle time for nigh night" HALLE: "No Pees (Please) Dora, Couch, juice?" ME: "No Halle its time for bed" HALLE: "Max, Ruey (Ruby), couch? Mama Sit?" So then I will finally get her in her room and sometimes I will rock her and snuggle and then she says "Ouch, belly hurt, couch?" Seriously she is so sweet and I love that she is getting so smart.

Halle also started dance class on tuesday and LOVES it, she was a little shy at first but by the end she was having so much fun. I am so lucky to have such an interesting little stinker!

Kamryn: She is my little angel, she is such a good baby, she rarely cries (probably cause her sister does most of that for the whole house), she is sleeping through the night, she eats non stop and is putting on weight like crazy! She does has acid reflux but it is getting much better and she is smiling and cooing now and she loves being in her swing and just staring at Halle. I love her to death and I am so blessed.

Oskar: Normally I am not someone who blogs about their dog but this has to be written down. To start I have to tell you that Oskar is a disposal he can eat ANYTHING and be fine, with the exception of changing his dog food, don't change that or he'll get sick, but here is a list of things he has consumed in the past 6 years and been absolutley fine. Cigarettes, whole bag of marshmallows, bird seed, chocolate bar. 2 bottles of mylicon, and multiple bottles of my lotion. Well the most recent thing he decided would be tasty would be a tube of desitin, I was so mad, he threw up EVERYWHERE!! I don't knwo how this dog is still alive!

Big Mama: I have had a hard couple of months. Everything seems to be looking up though. I am almost healed from my surgery and both my kids are finally on the same schedule.

kAmRyN'S 2 mOnTH sTAts..

Our little early bird is doing so well, at her 2 month Well Child Check she weighed 7lbs 14oz and is 20.5in long!! So amazing because she was born at 4lbs 4oz and was 16in long!! She is doing so well and last night she only woke up once!! I don't know how I got so lucky to have this amazing lil poptart but I do love her so so much!!

hAlLe'S 2nD bIrTHdAy pIcTuReS...

Halle turned two right after our little Kamryn got out of the NICU, We couldn't have alot of people over due to Kamryn being so susceptible to any illness. But we tried to make it as special as we could. We started out the day by decorating her door, like last year, and giving her her favorite breakfast, donuts. She was so excited when we walked in her room and shouted Happy Birthday!! She saw her door and said "Oh Wow" The day was spent just giving Halle our undivided attention, That evening the grandparents came over and had some cake and opened presents. I had wanted to do something more for her birthday but there was so much going on that I just didn't have time, I am sure that she enjoyed it and I hope she knows how much we love her.

a LiTTle LaTe... mY MuSh iS 2!!!

My little wild one turned 2 on June 4th, I can not believe that she is a little girl now, my baby is growing up and there is no stopping her.

Bug-

You are my angel,a mamas girl, you are a girly girl through and through. You love being mommy's sidekick and do whatever she is doing. You love you dresses and playing with daddy. You are a social butterfly and will do anything for a laugh. Your love for Dora is a little obsessive but so cute nonetheless. You love to dance and spin. Kamryn is so lucky to have you as a big sister, I know you will teach her all you know and love her so much. You are very good at giving loves to Kam, sometimes a little too good and we end up having a Kam pancake.

My Bug

My Angel

My Mushy Mush

You are my life and my world, keep dancing and loving

Love you

Mama

I aM ScaReD...

That one day I am actually going to eat this one. She is so magically delicious. I think I might start with her piggies...yummy

I haVe VaNiShEd!!

Sorry to all that have missed my posts!! (all two of you!!) I have been enjoying my little girls and they are both doing awesome. Halle turned two and is loving her little sister, Kamryn is so beyond amazing and a miracle. She amazes me every single day! She is up to aix pounds and likes to eat at least once an hour. I am ao in love with my girls its borderline obsessed I think!! I have to go back to work in about a week and so you will get some pics and a lot more updates!!