I love you....

How did I get so lucky to have such an amazing little girl? You are my life, my world, my heart.... I love you stinker bug.

So I decided...

Halle is going to be on bottles the rest of her life, its a fact. I will send her off to college with a cooler full of bottles. I really need to just stop and take them away, but when it comes down to it I just feel like I don't have the energy at night to let her cry or try to get her to just drink her milk from a sippy. I keep telling myself "k this weekend we'll say bye bye to the baba" but then the weekend comes and I just make excuses!! Man I want to "I am doing it tonight! I swear" but I know that 4 am will come and I will just pour the milk in the bottle and be lazy!!! So any advice would be helpful!! I went in today for my 20 week ultrasound, the placenta is still in a bad spot and we are hoping against hope that it starts moving but until then, its a bunch of follow up. Come on placenta!! Other than that in the wrong spot the baby is growing well, everything is developing well and the baby has all it's systems intact and is very healthy YAY!! And we were triple confirmed it was a girl. (I get nervous that something will grow and all I have is girl stuff!) Also I have a severe problem, i have so so so many little baby girl clothes but I want new ones for poptart! I keep having to stop myself from buying new things. the thing is I don't think I can hold out much longer!! TOO many cute clothes!! Well that's all for now!!