SIgH......

So I decided today that I need to be here........

But instead I am looking out my window and I see this......

And I feel like this........

And I just want to go home and hug this.........

Sigh.......

Sicky, Sicky Pants!!!

I feel so bad when Halle is sick, cause I just want to take it away and make it all better, (that's what a mommy is supposed to do right?) But this dang cold she has is not going away, she has a runny nose and a horrible cough that makes her throw up and I feel so bad for her, it makes it harder cause she passed it on to me. So we were on quarantine yesterday at home and it was a long long long day. Halle woke up coughing like crazy at 4 am and would not go back to sleep even after I gave her medicine. She was so tired and emotional but if I even got near her crib she would cry and then start coughing and then throw up. It was a horrible cycle and finally Kevin came to the rescue and got her to go down around 1100 and she slept till almost two and woke up a whole lot happier. She put on her little nightgown that looks like a princess dress and she looked so cute. The rest of the day went a lot better but I was in a cold haze and exhausted so after she went to bed (thanks to Kev again) I got into a bath and went to sleep. She woke up this morning coughing a lot and I dropped her off at grandmas but I am so tempted to leave work and go get her. i just want to snuggle her.

Halle in her princess dress, playing with her princess kitchen!

Oh Saturday was actually a pretty good day, we went up to my parents and watched them clean out the pond, Halle had to help Papa with the fish and she wanted to touch them all, she is so brave, I hate hate hate fish!! It was a nice warm day and Halle loved playing outside with the "woof woofs" and my nice dad also took us to spaghetti factory which was so so good!!

Halle being such a good mommy to her bunny

(don't mind the hair, it's her mullet)

Hopefully the sickness goes away and we will be happy and healthy again!! (By the way, this snow is the devil, where in the pete did it come from!! I am so mad!! )

WhERe tO BeGIn.......

Halle hanging out on our porch, eating bread

So I feel like I am in the countdown for poptart to come (in reality I still have a little over three months) but I think my nesting urge is kicking in and I am panicking about everything that I need and need to get ready. I think I am a little nervous too because Halle came a month early and lil poptart has been such a bad girl that I don't know how early she will come. So I feel like I need to have things ready to go just in case.

Kev and I went shopping last saturday and got onesies and some beanies and diapers and binkies and all the little stuff, I put all the stuff in a tote and I didn't realize how much we had bought, but I still feel like I need so much more!! I need a bassinet for my room and some more diapers and lotions and gosh who knows what else.

So of course we had to get Halle stuff too. We got her a princess kitchen and some play food and she is so cute, she will walk up to me and go "num num num" and feed me, and she trys to feed my belly button to feed the baby and it is so cute!! She'll walk around with fake food in her mouth. She also gets so frustrated that the faucet on the kitchen doesn't actually work. Heaven forbid she'll have to use her imagination!

Just relaxing on the bouncy chair at Aunt Mimi's

I am getting a little nervous about having two kids and trying to figure out the best way to transition but I guess it will all work out right?

Halle with her Jadyn!!

sTiR CRaZy!!!

Oh winter, I love your beautiful snow and cozy nights but I think you have outstayed your welcome, I went out this morning and you had decided to grace us with more of your cold snow. I am done being cooped up and not being able to go outside and play with my little girl. You know I love you winter but maybe it's time for you to go visit someone else now.

pRoCRasTinATioN.....

So every day I tell myself, yes I am going to update my blog with everything that has happened the last couple weeks but it seems like such a daunting task because I can not honestly remember what has happened the last couple weeks. I know things have happened that kept me busy but at this moment I have no idea what they were. So I procrastinate, I decide to do other stuff that I have been procrastinating on to avoid doing other things, its a very weird weird circle, but I guess in the end things are getting done.

Ok as I have been typing I thought I would just do a little list of what I can remember of my crazy life in the past couple weeks......

*Halle has officially been off her bottles for two weeks and is doing awesome (it's like she didn't even notice they were gone, apparntly I had built it up a little too much)

*Halle is sleeping through the night FINALLY (I have a feeling this has to do with no bottles, who knew!)

*I have officially started nesting, I have gone through all Halle's clothes and discovered that I must have gotten rid of all of Halle's 0-3 month clothes (So DAMNIT, i have to go shopping :))

*Poptart is doing well, she is a kicker and loves when her big sister is close, she kicks and moves whenever halle is close

*I am still having contractions but I am not dialating so that is a good sign but they seem to just keep trying different stuff to make me stop and I am about done taking stuff cause nothing is working

*My placenta is completly covering the exit for poptart but I luckily I still have time and it can migrate, and if it doesn't than we will be having a c-section

Basically my life has seemed like a rerun of itself everyday, not a bad thing, but not much is that different. I have my wonderful bestest friend Tara to break up my life with visits and shopping and girls nights.

Well I will try to keep up on this and keep everyone updated on Halle and Poptart!