lEtS tRy tHIs aGaIN!!!

I really need to get back on this blog. So much is happening and I really need to keep up and write down all this stuff!! My baby Halle is now a big 3 year old, she had a great party and got a ton of cute presents! From mommy and daddy she got a princess bike. She hasnt figured out the whole peddling thing but we are working with her, Halle also went to summer preschool camp for two weeks and rocked it. She is shy but so well behaved and a smart lil cookie. She starts preschool in August at the Newcastle School and she is so excited to go back. Kammer Kam is our little bundle of energy, she is the energizer bunny. She never stops, except to sleep or eat and then she is back on the run. She is a fast little crawler and loves to climb on everything. She has had a couple of falls but she gets right back up and tries again. This summer has been so fun!! I love being a stay at home mama. I love planning things to do and getting out of the house. We have done a lot of swimming, shopping, zoos, petting zoos, pony rides, nature walks, parks, playdates, etc etc....... I am trying to get organized and decluttered so I have been using the website www.flylady.com and its amazing. It really is helping me get control of the craziness and clutter and has helped me plan things out and get organized. I am a better mommy and can focus on the most important things in my life....MY FAMILY!!\ Well I just wanted to do a quick update to get going again and im going to try my hardest to keep this updated!! loves!!!!XOXOXOXOXOXO

wHeRe dID tHe TiMe gO???

My little Kam Kam is ONE!! I dont know when this happened! I swear I was just in the hospital trying to hold her in and hoping that she would be ok if she came 8 weeks early... I remember the tears and how scared I was. That day will always, always be etched into my memories. As will the little cry she let out after she was out.

The first time seeing her hooked up to tubes and wires and so little and helpless was such hard time and an amazingly happy time all at once. Someone was watching over her and made her keep breathing and progressing. I know for a fact it was my grandma, she was holding on to her the until she was strong enough to come home with us. I see my grandma in her and I know without a doubt she is always with my girls and I.

Kammer Kam,

I love you to the moon, you are the most amazingly stubborn and strong headed little girl and that is the reason you are here today with us. I cant imagine life without you and your laugh, your big toothy smile, your quacks, and your constant torturing of your big sister. Your dad and I feel so lucky to have you and laugh everyday with the things you do and the faces you make.

I love you my Kamryn Jade.

Love,

Mommy

iTs wHaT fUn iS!!

Halle and I decided to get out in the beautiful weather and head to Lagoon with my best friend, Tara and her boys. The weather was hot and sunny but felt AMAZING!!! Halle went to Lagoon last year and it was kinda a bust. She was too scared to go on any rides, this year was a lot different. We got that and she was just jab, jab, jabbering about everything she wanted to ride and was so overwhelmed.

We played all day and she had a couple meltdowns and tantrums but that is regular day for us! She went on a ton of ridea and wore herself out.

It was so good to get out with just my bug and spend time together, thank you to my mom for watching poor teething Kam Kam. We got in the car and Halle said "Mama, I lub you. You are the best mommy in the whole world." That little princess knows how to make my heart melt, I am the luckiest mommy in the whole world!!

nO MaTTeR wHaT i dO ItS cOmING!!

My baby is going to be ONE!!! Somebody stop this!!

kAmMeRS fIRsT hAIrCuT..

My baby got her first haircut today!!! Goodbye mullet!!

lOvE

I am in love with my life..

As I was sitting on the floor folding laundry today, thinking about how much I had to do, what needed to get done, I glanced over and saw Halle and Kam playing together. Halle was playing peek*a*boo and making Kam giggle and kick and was so excited... Right then and there all my worries and stress went away as I watched these two little angels sent to me from Heaven.

I am so beyong blessed to have everything that I have. I have a place to live, food to eat, a car to drive. I have family close that helps me at the drop of a hat, and loves my little family unconditionally. I have friends that can make me so happy and will be there ready to listen if I have had one of those days.

I am able to stay at home with my lil girls and have a husband who works 7 days a week to make sure his girls are happy and taken care of.

Halle is the most caring sensitive little girl, she is nuturer through and through. She loves to help me with everything. At least 120 times a day she turns to me and says "Mommy, I love you" She loves her little sister and wants to hold her and kiss her all the time. She loves her daddy and thinks he is the most wonderful, handsome, caring man in the world.

I LOVE my HALLE!!

Kam Kam is a spunky, stubborn, little energizer bunny. She never stops! She has the sweetest smile and can make anyone do anything for her with her amazing blue eyes. She adores her Halle and gets so excited in the morning to see her. She does things her own way and will not be told or shown otherwise. Kam is a Mommys girl and I love it. She has to know where I am at all times and gets so excited when I come to get her after she wakes up.

I LOVE my KAM KAM!!

I just needed to sit down and write out how I was feeling.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Back on the blog bandwagon....

I have finally decided to try and update my blog from the past two months. I have the regular excuses about why I haven't updated my blog, busy with my crazy kids, holidays, etc. etc........

But I figured I will start with Christmas and and move on up from there. So here we go!!

Christmas was good, not the best, but good, we all got a lovely flu virus and felt pretty crappy. But the girls got spoiled rotten and it was the best thing to watch her face as she opened her presents and was completley overwhelmed. By the end of the day both my princesses had grown tails and horns and I am not going to lie, I was a little scared of both of them.. So we brought them home and put them down for naps and then the rest of the day was spent playing with their toys and enjoying Christmas as a family...